Been sitting for hours now doing nothing but staring at my laptop checking various social medias’ updates that are nonsense and mostly crap but here I am still scrolling, reading or should I say mostly just staring. It just stopped me doing that when my mac air started making this annoying sound “Excuse me, you’re macbook need your attention, low battery.” So I finally stopped. Then grab my iphone! What am I thinking? I didn’t stop at all, I just change the source of nonsense stuff in the internet. I am still doing it. Scrolling back and forth, skimming, scanning, nothing is coming, nothing is changing. My mood is still on the same state. BLANK and COLD. I don’t feel good at all,  my day was ruined, just ruined!

I’m supposed to be practicing my Zumba routine by now. I need to memorize atleast two more songs before my very first day to teach. But here I am typing everything that is running in my sad brain ———-

Pardon me. I just turned the tv and apple tv on, head on to Netflix and start typing again. I am trying to be productive here but first, I have to set the mood. I have to set aside my feelings and just move on and do what I’m supposed to be doing today! But  I can’t so I am going to look for a movie now and try to entertain myself.

Nothing, Nothing stimulated my senses. Oh wait, I’ve seen one that might caught my attention, have you heard of the new original series called – Bloodline? I heard it several times but I haven’t gotten into it till today. I hope it’s good and not another waste of time.

I won’t be typing anymore for I don’t have anything else to say. I will just start doing the things I usually do everyday. I know today is just ‘another day of my life’ and tomorrow is a brand new one.